Saturday, March 24, 2018

Fixing the Broken LDS System



LDS - Fixing a Broken System


These were the words my son, who is a doctoral candidate at Utah State University, said to me when visiting late last year. The Mormon Church has seen serious erosion in their “good name” over the last few years. No longer do they claim that they are “the fastest growing church” because statistically the evidence shows that their growth rate has pretty much flattened out, and closure of stakes, missions, wards and branches indicate that they may even be in a negative growth pattern. Perusing the Interwebs, forums for ex-Mormons have exploded, with the ex-Mormon subreddit indicating now more than 72,000 members.

Why the hostility?

As a deeply believing member, I was told repeatedly by church leaders that this was a sign of the “truth” of Mormonism, and that the entire world would combine against us. “Satan would throw all his forces at us to ‘stop the work from moving forward.’” 

It is a narrative which upon examination doesn't ring true. 

The church’s woes of late are self-inflicted. Let me provide a little historical context.

In 2002 a 14 year old girl, Elizabeth Smart, was abducted from her house by a religious fanatic, who proceeded to serially rape his victim. These details were unknown until she was rescued approximately 9 months later. She later stated, that she didn’t even try to escape her abductors because she’d been raped and she’d been taught in church that her self-worth was directly tied to her purity. In other words, her church taught her concepts that amount to victim shaming. 

In 2008 the church staunchly stood behind Proposition 8 in California. Church Leaders made demands of many members for substantial amounts of funding in an attempt to sway the public into voting for it, setting up phone banks, marches and door-to-door campaigns as part of the political effort. People in California and other states recognized this as blatantly bigoted behavior, and saw it as seeking to strip rights from a minority group for “who they are,” with Mormons claiming it an issue of “morality” rather than bigotry. It generated significant hostility. 

In June of 2015, the Supreme Court ruled in favor of Marriage Equality. 

The church’s response was to quietly add a policy to the church handbook which stated that any same sex couple who married was required to be excommunicated for the charge of “apostasy.” This wasn’t the worst of it. As a matter of policy, those couples who had children under the age of eight were told that their children were to be denied the blessings of baptism because of their parents. When the new policy was leaked in November of 2015, there was an enormous uproar in both the LDS and Ex-Mormon communities. A large protest was organized and resulted in many submitting letters of resignation. Many viewed this not only as an attack on a minority group but as Church leadership holding children hostage against same-sex couples who were still members at that time. 



In recent months, the subjugation of women in our society has been brought into brilliant focus with the hashtag #Metoo. Women, in unprecedented numbers, have stepped forward. They are describing how they have been sexually abused, gaslighted and victimized by powerful men and organizations. The country is starting to get a glimpse of an enormous national systemic problem. Rob Porter, a face of power on the national scene was identified as a Mormon serial abuser who was protected by his (our) own religious organization.

Others also began to come forward with their experiences as children, who were molested, raped, shamed and guilted for sexual experimentation, masturbation, and desire, sparking an entirely new #Metoo moment for the Mormon community exposing decades of ecclesiastical abuse.




As part of these stories of physical abuse, sexual abuse, shame and victimization, we are beginning to understand that victim shaming is playing a large part in protecting predators. It indicates that predators are protected by systemic failures, primarily by organizations which revere patriarchy or power. Fundamentalist Christian religions, Islam, and the GOP are included, where women are further victimized by the attempt to strip basic human rights, reproductive health, and reproductive control. It’s first a community, now a nationwide, perhaps a worldwide problem.

In recent months, an organization, started by Sam Young, “ProtectTheChildren.org” has been gathering stories of both Mormons and ex-Mormons who were subjected to “Worthiness Interviews” during which they were deeply shamed, made to feel enormous guilt for normal masturbatory behavior, and in some cases, exposed to predators who took advantage of the Mormon system to act, inflicting horrifying abuse, and then compounding the sexual abuse with spiritual abuse, shame and guilt. These stories also include details of religious leaders who were again protected by a system of patriarchy, where the children were further victimized and shamed for reporting their abusers. Between Sam's petition and another, more than 54,000 people have signed petitions to stop this harmful practice.

The effects on these children have been profound, ranging from self-hatred, to diminished capacity for intimacy, fear of healthy sexuality, suicidal ideation, and in some tragic cases, suicide. These stories are gut wrenching. More than 400 stories are now on Sam's site, and I've seen many hundreds more posted on Reddit, and dozens of internet forums.

That brings us to the most recent catastrophic PR blunder by the LDS church, in which Church Leaders engaged in subtle victim blaming to protect one of their own, Elder Joseph L. Bishop. What Elder Bishop did, was to use his position over young LDS women to engage in predatory behavior. Church Leaders were made aware of his predatory behavior years prior, and in what appears to be an attempt to “preserve the good name of the church,” they chose to utilize hush money and victim shaming to protect him. 

The initial article by the Deseret News can be considered a hit piece, seemingly intentionally written with subtle cues for a Mormon audience with an intentional thrust of victim blaming, utilizing code words to indicate that the victim was now an outsider and shouldn’t be trusted. Here is a brilliant rebuttal to the church's PR statement. The story continues to unfold with revelations that the “basement office” was validated by an MTC employee. It was also confirmed by church spokesman Eric Hawking stating that they knew of Elder Bishop’s “second office.” Now the church has also revealed that another MTC victim came forward 8 years ago. 

EIGHT YEARS! The LDS church leaders have known of this for EIGHT YEARS and instead of excommunicating this man, they chose instead to protect him. This is a signal of a massive systemic failure within Mormonism. Many members want to make this about a “bad person” who slipped through the cracks. It’s not. Until we see this as systemic failure of beliefs, practices, and policies, casualties will mount, and defections accelerate. 

We, as a society need to get beyond blame. We’ve got to eliminate the “shame” and start talking about where the system is broken. The church is not “perfect.” If it was, we wouldn’t be here as a society, needing this discussion.

How is the system broken? 

First and most fundamentally, Mormonism is a “Patriarchal Order” where men are valued and women are given lip service. Men have all the authority and women are ignored. An old adage my ex-wife once shared with me is “Men are the head of the home and women are the neck that turns the head.” Unfortunately, in a system where men are the supreme authority, this is only wishful thinking. Automatically, in any conflict between man and woman, a patriarchal system gives precedence to the man and the Rob Porters are given protection and comfort at the expense of their wives, who are basically told to “shut up and support their husbands. This is God’s will.” Until women are viewed and valued as equal, the system cannot be fixed.

Second, and also key to the problem is the Mormon belief that sexuality is the province of Church Leadership in that they have the right to determine worthiness based on sexual behavior. It justifies thinking that any sex outside of marriage gives permission for the church to enact disciplinary councils to humiliate, shame, and ultimately decide on membership privileges for sexual misconduct. In the end, as demonstrated by Joseph L. Bishop, such "worthiness interviews" have no value as a means of maintaining holiness in the temple. People who lie are often not caught and attend the temple unworthily anyway. NewNameNoah infiltrated and filmed the temple ceremony showing that a "Bishop's discernment" failed entirely.

Sexual behavior regardless of church assertions is private, and to demand accounting of our genital usage is nothing more or less than voyeurism. It is an egregious boundary violation. Even worse,


The only time the church should ever engage in disciplinary councils is when leaders violate the sanctity of their callings by engaging in sexual, physical, or spiritual abuse. Excommunicating any lay member for "sexual sins" is, in my opinion, a form of spiritual abuse, unless that sin is a violent crime against another. Until Mormonism as an institution sheds the belief that they have a right to control sexual behavior, the system will remain broken. 

Third, sexuality in any form including “thinking about it” is taught to members in adolescence as sexual sin, and based on a scripture in the Book of Mormon, Alma 39:5 is taught as the “sin next to murder in its seriousness.” Sexual shame is literally in the DNA of the Church. Many of us experienced the lessons which describe sexual experience in terms of “purity” drawing parallels to “licked cupcakes,” “chewed bubble gum” and “nails in boards” (you can remove the nail but the hole is still there.) Somehow, sexual thought and experience makes you worthless. Such belief prevents fixing the system.

It is a well known and understood psychological theory that most predators were originally victims. In restricting, condemning, and shaming all sexual behavior, Mormonism exists in an environment of severe sexual repression, even seeking to take away masturbation as a safety outlet for sexual relief. This results in some expressing sexual frustration in unhealthy ways, taking the form of rape, incest, and molestation. For others, it results in deep depression, shame, self-hatred, and self harm. In seeking abject control of members' sexuality, the church perpetuates the predator/victim/predator cycle

Fourth, we now understand through decades of psychological experiments, that human sexuality is a need. Denying needs results in obsession. Years ago, a volunteer experiment was conducted where participants agreed to forgo solid food for a period of time. This occurred in a prison. Nutrition was met through a bland liquid diet. Before long, the inmates were subscribing to cooking magazines, having meetings to discuss food and generally obsessing over it. Sex and intimacy is recognized today as being as important on "Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs" as food, water and shelter.

In condemning any form of sexual behavior, the church is attempting to control a need. By doing so, they create sexual perversion and "addiction to porn." Shaming such behavior actually feeds into the obsession cycle. As it is both a need and instinctual in nature, given the right circumstances humans eventually cave to instinctual bodily demands. Jonathan Haidt, in “The Happiness Hypothesis” describes this as “the elephant running away with the rider.” He uses an apt metaphor by describing our conscious mind as a rider and our unconscious mind as an elephant. As a need, when the elephant runs away with the rider, conscious thought is overridden by subconscious need and in that state, rights of others will become subordinate to fulfilling the need.

Fifth, the church has created an environment where members have been conditioned to see the church as a “perfect organization” where Christ is at the head and gives all needful instruction to the leaders, who pass this information as needed to the membership. This top down structure has been further enforced through holy covenant. “Thou shalt not…engage in evil speaking of the Lord’s anointed.” “Contention is of the devil.” “Leaders should not be criticized even if the criticism is true.” 

This has created a communications void in which two way communication has been cut off. Criticism provides a valuable feedback mechanism that lets leaders know when they are straying from the values of the membership. In denying this feedback mechanism, the church has gradually moved further and further away from meeting the needs of the members. In short, they have forgotten that the church is there to support the members and now take the view that the members are there to support the church…and by extension, submit to the General Authorities’ will.

Venerating leadership IS a system failure. Wilford Woodruff taught, “God will never permit the prophet to lead the church astray, before doing so, he will destroy the prophet.” Teachings by other leaders include “Obedience is the first law of heaven,” “Do as the prophet commands, even if he is wrong you will be blessed,” “Once the prophet has spoken the thinking is done.” And finally, "If it be by my voice or the voice of my servant, it is the same." Such declarations imply a doctrine of infallibility. It has created a system of unthinking trust and obedience. Leaders are seen as having a direct line to God and mere members believe they shouldn’t challenge leadership pronouncements. In fact, those who do are deemed to be in “apostasy” and are often excommunicated. This failure is one of silencing honest dissent. 

Collectively, we have abrogated our own morality and thinking in favor of a leader’s “divine proclamation.”

In Conclusion:

Mormonism’s current woes are a result of systems failures, dangerous policies, ill advised PR moves, victim shaming, pro-leadership/pro-adult male protection, female/child subjugation, along with sexual and spiritual abuse, all of which are resulting in defections from the church, and increased hostility from those outside the church.

It is my position that the church’s whitewashed history, doctrinal contradictions, Book of Abraham issues, Book of Mormon historicity and other issues generally come into play after people reach a point where sexual abuse caused by Mormon sexual teachings and its spiritual counterpart of shaming and guilt have reduced a member to a state of spiritual desperation. No matter how hard we try, those of us violated by the spiritual abuse of shame, can never be “good enough.”

11 comments:

  1. Very well said. Some broken things are worth repairing, even if at great cost. In this instance, the massive building is a a fundamentally flawed foundation. As long as the building remains standing, those inside will remain at significant risk.

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    1. I sincerely doubt that Mormonism can be repaired. To fix this, I think the walls would come down.

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  2. People outside of TSCC cannot understand these issues. For them it's a matter of choice. When you tell Never-Mo's about TSCC sexual control they tilt their head at you like a dog confused by an odd sound. As well, they should. It's our fault for allowing it to happen. Yes we were victims of cult. Leaving is not easy because they hold our loved ones hostage. And as ridiculous as it all is the only thing we can do now is stand up and tell the truth. And we keep on doing it until TSCC is brought to its knees.

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  3. Max,
    Your argument is flawless. Thank you for all the analysis and validation. I’ve hesitated removing my name from church membership; I’m doing it today.

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    1. Peglam, Thanks for your kind words. Exiting the church is always a big step...and a very hard one. Find a good support group. It helps. You're gonna go through some tough times emotionally, but most of us find our way through to a much happier life.

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  4. The trauma of masturbation shaming is giving young adults anxiety and depression.

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    1. I think there are a number of adults in that boat too, Don. I appreciate your comment.

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  5. The article is spot on...I too am seeing the numbers of the LDS church stop and perhaps fall. Years ago when I went on my Mormon mission, I was so excited. Made it to the mission home in Rapid City, South Dakota, and met the mission president and his wife. That afternoon the mission president took the time to give each missionary a personal interview. My started with the question, Elder Evans, how often have you been having sex with animals...and went further down hill from there. I left that interview in despair feeling dirty...and had done nothing wrong. Years later I learned that I had experienced ecclesiastical voyeurism from a dirty perverted church leader who knew he was protected by the church. That experience and so many others led me to finally leaving the LDS church celebrating being free.

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    1. OGM! This is why we must confront church leaders and demand change. We cannot depend on shame to stop the abuse. We cannot expect someone else to stop it. We have to step up and tell church leaders bluntly that their organizations is facilitating abuse. And even more bluntly tell them to get out of our bedrooms, to repent for their voyeurism, to repent for their inaction on stopping sexual abuse, to repent for sheltering abusers, and most of all to quit thinking they have any right to control over our genitals.

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  6. Your analysis is impeccable and your writing clear. Well done, Max. Very well done!

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